So much to say..
So yea...So people just love to over-react. I am in Sorges Eng class and everydody and their mother is freaking out about it. I mean I know Sorge can be pretty intimidating, but really, hes not that bad!! Theres this girl in my class and shes always giving Sorge these bitchy looks. Why is that?... why do we have to be so bitter and mean. I mean Lyndsay Sulivan was giving me the evil eye during Psych and I wasnt even doing anything. I think they need to take a lesson on smiling from Jess. :) This school thing is gonna get to me... I can tell. I am already freaking out about when and what I should be doing at home and what I can do in ELP. Anyways, I went golfing with my dad today and I kicked ass on the front nine. I shout a 47 and thats the best score I've ever had there. I felt pretty good about that. I dont mean to brag (who am I kidding I DO WANT TO BRAG!!) but I am a really good golfer, and I love the feeling of being really good at sumthing, especially b/c my left hand doesnt keep me from doing it. I mean, I was pretty good at softball, but b/c I had to switch my glove that totally slowed me down so I kinda hit a wall in high school. Golf is great b/c people dont even notice my hand. You know I always wonder if people notice my hand. If there was one thing I could change about myself it would be my hand. I just hate knowning that there will always be things that I cant do. I mean how pathetic is it that I cant even put my own hair up in a ponytail. What am I gonna do if a I have daughters? Whos gonna put their hair up?!! Speaking of growing up... I am really nervous about college. I think I am going to apply for early admissions to Davis. If you get accepted you MUST go there, but I dont think thats a promblem b/c Ive wanted to go there since my sister went to college. I kinda hope Jess goes there. I think that would be fun, and I dont think we'd be as homesick. I wouldnt wanna room w/ her freshman year b/c I wanna meet new ppl but I would defentantly get an apart. w/ her sophmore year. I just think it would be sooooo fun. Plus I am looking forward to meeting some really awesome guys. I want a bf so bad but I dont wanna get too serious b/c we're graduating. yea you know whos cute...? Luke. hes this guy in my Eng class and he has the cutest dimples and he looks so nice and I think hes pretty smart. the only thing is that I think he might be shorter than me. Oh well...maybe not. Ok well I better do some more hw. I wanna go to bed at 9. I know I am an old lady.