"How to Deal"
There was nothing specifically great about today it was just a fun day. Jess and I dragged Jr to see "How to Deal", that Mandy Moore movie. It was actually pretty good and we were laughing, not b/c it was a comedy, but b/c minus the divorced parents and the pregnant bff, Mandy Moore's character was a lot like me. Crazy grannyho, older sister, great bff, and plus Trent Ford is pretty cute. So yea, we just hung out at Jess's designing our engagement rings (all I need is a bf), taking online quizes, and just plain hanging out. I just love doing that b/c we always find sumthing to talk about. So anyways, I am going shopping tomarrow w/ my grannyho and my Aunt Ronda. Whenever I think about my grandma I just get mad. She's pretty much ditched anybody and everybody important in her life for some ex-cop jerk. Its wierd b/c everyone has the same opinion about the dude. We all think that he's a controling, emotionally abusing, grumpy, mean, no good, old man. Its not like we want her to be alone. I mean we like my aunts bf and my uncles gf. But they're nice and they come to family gatherings. Whenever we say anything about the guy shes like "YOU JUST DONT WANT ME TO BE HAPPY". I miss my grandma... It almost sounds like she's dead....Sometimes thats wat it feels like. I dont know... It just makes me sad b/c we used to talk to her atleast 4 times a week and we would have dinner atleast once a week. now she has to fit us into her schedule. Oh well, I am a stupid 17 yr old... I dont know anything.... :(