lazy.....
So yea.... Its 1032 in the morning and I really dont wanna do anything...except maybe go to the pool, but my mom is at bible study so thatll have to wait. I shoud be doing my hw... but thatll have to wait...hehehe. Jess tells me that shes on a mission to find me a bf...or atleast a date for homecoming. I want one but I am just so scared of being rejected. I know I need to change my attitude but its hard!!! It doesnt feel like anythings change since middle/elementry school so I am scerd... My mom asked me if there was anyone that I liked right now and there actually is one that I could tell her about... Luke. So yea... last night I was looking at his pics in the year book, and the truth is that if he smiles hes really cute but when he doesnt he looks like a monkey..kinda...:-/. I have sooo much hw this weekend...I have to read and get ready for econ and I have to rewrite my essay for english and fix the margins!!!! I should also go golfing but I dont wanna go alone and I doubt if jess would go w/ me... even though the cart boys are really cute...hehe. My hair looks so funny right now and I should get a shower cuz I need to groom myself.hehehe... Next weekend my sis, mom and I are going to a day spa and I cant wait b/c Ive been wanting a message for such along time... So yea i am totally rambling about pretty much nuthing....oh yea.... college is scaring me.... I dont think I am gonna get in to Davis....*tear*...I need to get a letter of recommendation from Mrs. D... which reminds me I need to email her. I also need to get my community sevice hours from my aunt from like the past 3 years... ok well I am running outta things to say soo I ll stop saying anything.......Alie